I could see disappointment in your eyes… one year of schools fees gone down the drain. All your hard earned money gone down the drain. Why am I so useless? Why am I such a disappointment? Why am I such a burden to him? Despite how much I try to decieve myself: "oh it's CA period" or "she's too strict with the marking" i know, all these are just excuses.
I dont deserve it. I really dont. Sometimes i wished you didnt give in to my wilfullness when i was young. That could save you enough for you to enjoy retirement right now…
Let this be a reminder, for me to focus on my goals, never to disappoint, never to let you down again. Once bitten, twice shy, I'm sorry. I really am… I've decided to give up and focus more on academics. I promise not to let history repeat itself again.
Now, dry your tears, don't shed another tear just because you've failed; the next time you cry, it'll be tears of joy.
Press on, wx. It'll be the last time you'll cry yourself to sleep tonight.
Saturday, March 17, 2012
, 00:27
